Is there something SERIOUSLY wrong?? :(?

IM POSTING IT TWICE COS I NEED ANSWERS!!!

Okay i posted a question about my legs ages and them clicking and grinding [go see it to catch up], so i went to the doctors and they couldn't find out what was wrong with me :(

So they've sent me to hospital which im due to go on the 21st of this month, so anyway i was talking about it with my friends the other day and a girl over heard.

She's a really nice, bright, down to earth girl who is very kind, :)
She mentioned that her mother works in the department where im going and then she said something thats bothered me...

She said something about it being for fractures,specialise in legs [which i knew] then she said it ws for bone cancer aswell. '_'
This is where it bothered me.

Ever since ive been thinking about it non stop and having nightmares too. As ive waited over a month for my appointment my condition has gotten worse :(

I shake on a night really bad [i dont tell my mother]
I have dizzy spells
Feel sick
Get cold
Hair falls out [only aa little bit, when brushing or w/e]
Weak etc

And now that this girl has said the bone cancer unit, i cant help but wonder if i have it or something along the lines of it. I don't think im paranoid or anything but now it is on my mind all the time and i cant focas. Everytime i see the support adverts on tv i panick thinking it might be happening to me.

Im terrified tbh, i keep having nightmares that im dying etc. Its awful. Im only 14 and i dont know much about this stuff and i need help really bad PLEASE :'( [cryinhg as writing this btw]

The unit im suppose to be going to havent told me what there are doing :s, ive heard its Xrays,bloods and other tests.

I just want to know if i COULD possibley have cancer or something else like that or ANYTHING eally.

I know non of you are doctors but this is my only hope to turn to unitll my hospital date.


Thanks in advace xxx



My friend thinks i should add this:

I used to perdg [only do it a few times now] and i take weight loss pills. Im not fat but i dont feel happy with myself.

Is this anything connected perhaps?

Its NOT arthritis the doctor confirmed that the other week.

Believe nothing you hear and half of what you see. They are probably guessing and don't know anything about it, or are repeating something someone else said and so and you know how things like that end up, completely turned around from the original gossip. You don't have any cancer so quit worrying about that. I believe your problem is stemming from your add this: I don't know what perdg is but I suspect make yourself vomit. And your taking weight loss pills. If you are not fat, and just not happy with yourself, why the weight loss pills at all. I believe you should stop what you are doing and get off those pills as soon as possible. Maybe in a few days, your symptoms with the legs will go away. There is a natural way to lose weight and that is by watching what you eat, drink plenty of water, (If not legs may click or grind) and of course the best thing is exercise. You need to stop worrying about the worse thing's in life and think more positive. You know beauty is only skin deep. The real beauty lies within the heart. Once you have the tests done wherever, they will probably tell you the same thing, get off the pills and stop with the vomiting. Eat right and keep it down, and exercise. Your to young to be going through with what you are probably causing by what you are doing to yourself. Please young lady, take another look at life and just how beautiful it is, change your ways for the better and live life to it's fullest. Wherever you go or whatever you do, do it with a smile on your face, love in your heart and peace in your mind. People will be drawn to you for what they see and are feeling, because you will have a glow about you, and they'll want it also. I'm wishing for you the very best young lady and the best of luck in the near future and forever.